You silly, stupid past time of mine.

I'm Hooked On A Feeling

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Posted on 9:30 PM | | In

I love snow.
It gives me a sense of peace and quiet.
Have you ever gone out late at night and listened to the snow. No, I'm not crazy; it has a sound. A quiet sound, one of peace. I look at the crazy world around me, and through the erected metals and concrete, I see God and His beauty. What a wonderful world he's created. Many times I've tried to capture the moment in a photograph or in words, but it's just not the same. It's a feeling that swells in the body that makes you feel small, yet not at all alone. What a marvelous feeling.

Dark Rocker Chick

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Posted on 6:43 PM | | In

Cut him down to half his size
The man's going to pay for all his lies
Revelation of his deeds, that's my goal
Purging all this pain laying deep in my soul
Snip the strings, stop this Gipetto man
Pull myself together, be me if I can
Gotta rise above my greatest fall
Disprove my doubters, shock them all

I'm helping out a friend with his music and putting lyrics to some stuff he's composed. Last Sunday was our first session and it was odd to be writing again. It's been a long time, and even longer since I've recorded. The style isn't quite what I'm used to, being a combination of experimental, industrial, grunge and metal. That lent itself to dark lyrics and a darker feel to my voice. Driving home, I listened to Dean Martin to cheer myself up. Still, I can't wait to hear it once everything is mixed. If I can get his permission, I'll post it here.

Photo Master

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Posted on 8:49 PM | | In

Sometimes, I actually take a picture that's worth something.











Beginning

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Posted on 9:06 PM | | In

It's a start, right?

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm3729569/

Everyone has to begin somewhere. I'm pretty proud of my involvement in this piece, and think it's really cool that Adam went to imdb to get us pages. I can't wait to start adding on to this page.

That means if you are doing any films or the likes, I'm more than willing to be involved.

Thoughts Muddled

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Posted on 5:22 PM | | In

I drink juice boxes. It’s an easy thing to keep in my desk drawer at work, and I can usually find a random sale at either Walmart or Target. The drawback is that I have this odd fear that when I put the straw in, it won’t puncture right and I will get sprayed with juice instead of getting to drink the desired liquid.

I have a problem paying $4.50 for a cup of coffee. Of course, I could probably not get something so complicated when I go to Starbucks, but what’s the point in going if you don’t get a non-fat triple vinti caramel latté? I get around this by using gift cards. The problem is that sometimes I’m out, and I know I will need a fix, so I buy my own gift card. I’m still paying for it, but in my mind it’s a gift.

I’m a music junkie. I buy music like it’s going out of style. Only recently have I actually bought online (meaning without having the physical disk in my hand) and this still kind of freaks me out. What if I lose it? The music will be gone forever, and I just don’t want that to happen!! I know that buying the file is more environmentally friendly since there is no shipping or disk that later will be thrown out (though I don’t see that happening anytime soon. I still have tapes), but I like knowing I can pop just the CD into my stereo and be fine. I’m so old school.

Lately, I’ve taken the habit of having the Microsoft Office Assistant open whenever I’m working. It’s not that I need a lot of help (or any), but that he’s a little companion. I have the option on for it being a cat, and though I haven’t gone as far as naming him, it’s probably only a matter of time. I miss my real cat.

I Shot The Sheriff

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Posted on 8:03 PM | | In

My family is a bit...different. Trust me, it's in a good way but we can also gain a few raised eyebrows. Seeing as we are all a bit children at heart, I decided to get my brother and brother-in-law nerf guns to shoot each other with. The guns were also useful for shooting unarmed people, walls, the cat, the tv, ornaments, and Smurfs. No, I wasn't drinking too much egg nog; we were using one inch plastic Smurfs as targets. We proped them up on a lego container and shot them down from the handle into the bucket. My cousin really enjoyed picking which figure was the next to be taken out, and due to my sisters childhood love of the eighties staple characters, we had a lot of them to choose from.

The fun part was when Josh got out two pair of safety glasses, one pair being for outdoor use and therefore dark glasses, and they decided to see if they could get the darts to stick to the plastic without the receiving end blinking. It was a great game, let me tell you. The best part was when my 4 year old cousin got a nerf shot gun. This thing actually loaded the darts with cartridges, then spit them out when you cocked the gun. Awesome. Kid will have his NRA membership by 10. Anyway, lots of fun was had, and we were all a bit silly. Here's some proof:
The boys on some down time. Notice the eyewear and fingers on the trigger.

In training for the NRA.



I got caught in the act of some serious gun play.

Appeasement

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Posted on 4:39 PM | | In

Appeasement. That's why I changed my profile picture. Trina thought I looked evil in the other picture, so I put in a less evil looking one. The biggest problem? Since I'm usually behind the camera, there aren't a whole lot of pictures I have to choose from, so the big glasses one got put in.

The Series That Changed My Life

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Posted on 7:41 PM | | In


Star Wars. Pretty much the series that has encompassed my life. When I was nine years old my sister got the trilogy as a gift for helping out a kindergarten glass and we spend the entire summer watching the epic films. Seriously, every day we watched all three movies. I had watched the movies so many times that I knew all the lines, including the ones in alien languages. Later, I dropped The Babysitters Club books (so juvenile to a mature 10 year old) and began reading the books that continued the journey of my beloved characters.


It’s years later. I have grown into a sensible adult. My novels are collecting dust and I am on to reading nonfiction in order to heighten my existence. Of course that means that I was absolutely dying to see Star Wars In Concert. You can take the girl out of the galaxy far, far away, but you can’t take the galaxy far, far away out of the girl. My dearest friend is quite aware of this and got me a ticket for my birthday. Best. Gift. Ever. Let me give you a run down. W got there and of course the stage looked amazing. We were only a few rows up and off to the stage left side. Sound effects played before the concert started that included lightsabers humming, wookies roaring and ships zooming by. Once things got on the roll, the show consisted of all the songs from the 6 movies and clips from all. Anthony Daniels, also known as the man inside C3PO and the voice of the android was the host who took us through the journey. It was a bit of a high for a SW lover like me to see the beloved character so close up (I know, I’m a total geek). Since the performance took place in an all-purpose arena, I had doubts of the sound quality. Did I also mention I’m a music snob? Not just on the usual stuff played on the radio, but also when it comes to symphonies and orchestral arrangements. I learned off of sheet music, played to balance my dynamics (volume) to the rest of my fellow musicians. I know the effect a perfectly timed swell of a phrase can have on an appreciative audience. Well, the music was of top quality. Thanks to top notch mixing, the acoustics weren’t an issue and from any place in the arena it was possible to appreciate the wonderful composing skills of John Williams and the performance of the London Royal Symphony.


I could probably go on forever about it, so I’m just going to sum things up by saying I won’t forget my experience. May the Force be with you, always.
(Did I really just write that?)